Goodbye my Bloggos

Okay aku dah takde pape hubungan dengan kau.

Oleh itu , aku pun nak biarkan lah blog ni terkubur dengan memori kau dan aku.

entah la,kau asyik cakap aku ada gf lain but the fact is,aku masih mengharapkan kau.

Nampak mcm aku DESPERATE.

Yes,aku desperate nak kat kau balik.

tapi maybe kau dah malas nak layan perangai aku yg takkan berubah ni.

aku taksalahkan kau.

maybe apa yg kau alami lagi dashyat dr aku.

Aku taktahu.

cuma kali ni,

aku nak mengubur kan blog aku sebagaimana kau design blog aku.

Lagu blog yg kau pilih.

aku sayang kau.

aku nak mintak maaf atas segala silap dan salah aku.

maybe you deserve someone better.

so goodluck lah in your life.

take a good care of yourself.

sorry segalanya juga kepada semua pembaca blog aku.

sorry aku dah takmampu nak ingat lagi semua benda pasal aku dan dia.

TERIMA KASIH KERANA MEMBACA.

SELAMAT TINGGAL :)

i hate emotions.

this feeling comes and sometimes no answer on it.

im lonely loner.

a wonderful love sometimes do make us hurt too

ps : i hate myself fr loving you so much !

the hard times,im alone :(

im busy studying this and that,
but i still can imagine how YOU laugh,how YOU talk.
now idk why but everything i see is YOU.
this tudung like YOU.
this shirt like YOU.
this jean like YOU.
this shoes like YOU.
this bag like YOU.
etc also like YOU.

the part that make me still thinking of YOU is when i walk to KPSK (where i used to be interviewed there). and i walked there with YOU baby. and i still remember when i say "eh nurse tu comel lah" then YOU merajuk. after that of course lah i'll pujuk you back.

sobs. imissyou,NURWIRDATHINAGIHA BT HAMDAN.

i wish i can get YOU back.

idk why

You are the one who worth fr me to chase eventhough you will run faster than me.

i miss everything we do together.

iloveyou,fullstop.

hey,N !

I just wanna be happy with you all the times.
Im sorry,ily Nurwirdathinagiha bt Hamdan.

twothingimissaboutyou,N.

To not say that you're shorter than me :')

and to hug you from behind,N :'(

My dream : memiliki nya adalah satu kepuasan XD

BLACKBERRY BOLD 3 and 4 : seriously gadget ni aku nak dapatkan.

MOTORCROSS : i wanna ride this thing when im still single(i mean im not married) Damn,it's cool XD

NISSAN 350zi : Cool car,give some privacy for me when im date :)


the last thing i dream is to have a girl that will kiss-my-hand,hold-my-hand and stay-by-myside. Doesnt matter what happen to me,she will stay with me :) Yeah,i do really need this one.

p/s : a dream sometimes shall not come true,but yeah,if it's come true,your life is complete and colorful :DDD

okay.read this.

okay.ingat lg tak apa yg aku cakap kt kau masa kt BP tu?

me : idk lah why it's hard to let you go. eventho before this me was like someone who easily can let go of someone i love. but with you i found it hard to done.

you : *still pressure cause by your brother anger*

nvm,i will try to live without you even it's hard. thanks.

Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya

okay. harap harap aku boleh decide dgn betol. aminn !

p/s : senang ke kita nak date kalau kat UM ni?

Bruno Mars - Count On Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

UM UPU . mana satu bang?

Macam haram lah .
Terbukak link http://spp.ummc.edu.my/
aduh 1june cepat lah menjelma .
UPU sayang bila kau nak bg tau result kau .
sumpah aku nak tau skg jugak kalau boleh .
pls pls ?

i do sorry. pls forgive me.

entah la.
idk why this is so hard.
when you said that death sentence.
all my part like falling to ground.
ahh,i didnt know if you cast any spell on me.
but yeah,im stuck with you.
i like cant live without you.
eventhough you like that,
maybe that's the way you love,
i should understand that.

im sorry dear.



do hear this even there is a dog in that vid .

but the meaning in this song, do really related with me

"Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you"

i know this is the 4th time but my bad.
seriously i want you back.

do stay in my life :')

THIS IS MY DONT LET ME FALL :)

do hear this.

imma sorry if i hurt ya a lot.
I know who i am.
I dont afraid to go on with you.
BUT there is some problem with you dear.
do fix yourself,I'll help you in fixing yourself but if you give me that particular permission to help you fix yourself.
I know you and i love you :)

okay bye.
jaga diri :DD

p/s : i know im sweet . heeee .

do stop now if we was in a wrong relationship.

I cant push you more harder.
seem this is an ending for us but do wait.
maybe something might happen.
but that maybe kinda impossible.
so the decision in your hand.
i cant push you.
decide whenever you're ready kay?
i do wait :) ily dear.




p/s : to achieve this higher we need more than now :)

meeting blue dragon

1st may 2011 .

Saya jumpa naga.

Saya tangkap dia kat TBS.

Nasib baik dia kuros sikit ah.

So senang ah nak bawak sana sini.

Mula mula naga nie senyap je.

Ingat ke bisu tapi last2 rupanya naga nie boleh bercakap macam manusia jugak.

Maka kami berbual lah.

Bual punya bual skali kami sampai kat Sebuah gua lembah tengah yg diberi nama MidValley.

Then naga tu cakap nak jumpa kawan dia kat sana.

Lalu saya bagi lah naga tu jumpa kawan dia sbb dia dah rindu sgt.

Takpelah saya biarkan mereka berjumpa.

Saya hanya merantai naga agar tidak lari.

Tidak lama kemudian rakan naga pun pulang ke sarang mereka.

Maka tinggal lah kembali saya dan naga saya.

Naga saya bosan. Nak tgk movie kata naga.

Tapi ramai penangkap naga dan naga mereka sedang beratur utk membeli tiket movie.

maka kami tidak jadi lah melihat movie.

kebosanan. Kami pusing pusing lah di situ.

Sambil itu,kami berbual lah antara kami.

Agak best lah berbual dgn naga ini sbb dia best and suka ketawa.

Suka saya tgk dia ketawa :)

then menjelang malam kami bergegas ke KL Sentral utk makan sbb naga dah lapar.

Naga saya makan sangat laju.

Skali NGAP pun boleh habes double cheese burger naga size.

Then saya tau dia sgt ganas and makan banyak.

Kemudian berbagai bagai lagi lah karenah naga ni.

tapi taknak cerita sebab naga saya ganas,nanti dia gigit saya.

Keesokkan harinya saya harus hantar dia pulang ke Batu Pahat.

Kesedihan hati tidak terkata. awwhh awhhhh :'(

Saya sedih sgt sgt.

Tapi apa pun,saya rasa saya akan jumpa dia lagi.

Satu hari yang entah bila :(

tapi kita tgk je lah .

SAYA SAYANG AWAK NAGA !

You

You always in my heart

<3 N

.so sorry.

#nowplaying: good life-one republic.

I dont like to post this but i have to.
Despite of busy in study week but who knows someone make something unexpected.
Eventhough im not strong enough but nevamind.
Im quite ready for those day.
That's why i seem strong but nobody knows what i felt inside.
Idw to put any blame on you.
Im sorry for everything.
Hope you'll forgive me eventhough it's hard.
And most importantly, my final is getting nearer.
I need to focus on that.
I forgive you on what you've done.
Just takecare of yourself :)
take time and heal.
Rise and shine bebeh.

To H : thanx for make me smile again :)
P/s : i know you'll read this. But this isn't for you. Haha. I miss an old time we're making a small note on each other's post :)

I admit DOTA mmg for Dunia Orang Takde Awek

Aku dah try dah maen game ni.
Mula2 maen tu mcm haram je taktau nak beli item apa.
Taktau mana satu hero best sbb tgk sume muke mcm brutal je kan?
Last2 mase study week matrik lah pulak aku maen dgn guide beberapa sifuu.
Aku addict ah jugak tapi tak kuat mana pun.
Boleh lagi lah kawal masa.
Tgk kat kawankawan aku yg addict gila babi pun sanggup je biar awek miskol je semata mata nak maen bende alah nie.
Haha. Macam bangang je.
Bila aku addict sikit pulak,
Mmg lupa daratan ah jugak buat sementara waktu.
Malam macam jadi siang,
Aku maen sampai pagi kot,
Last2 aku sedar bende ni takde faedah pun.
Maen lepas exam pun boleh :p
Tapi game ni sesuai ah utk org takde awek sbb boleh lepaskan tension,
Bila dah addict mmg taleh nak buat apa lah,
Macam nak maen 24/7 pun ade gak kan?

Nasihat : kalau dah maen tu igt dunia lah sikit eh? Haha.

Btw,sapa yg baca post nie.
doa2 lah aku punya pspm dapat result okay walaupun aloha dah mcm buat study week jadi dota week :) haha

matrik life : wonderful

2april 2011
masih meniti detik habes matrik,
bersama sama rakan tersayang,
tapi apakan daya ,
final pun dah makin dekat,
pressure nak pun belajar makin hi,
biasa lah exam terakhir kat kolej mmg macam tu,
terasa bahang nya,
baik pelajar rajin ataupun malas,
semua orang terasa,
lect pun juga makin giat menjalankan kelas tambahan,
alahamdulillah ramai jugak lah yg makin menjadi baik day-to-day,
walaupun apa pun terjadi kita pasti takkan lupa pasal kms kan?

Bagi aku pulak :
Banyak kenangan manis mahupun burok yang berlaku selama lebih kurang setahun bersama,
Aku bukan nak bangga atau apa,
Cuma benda yang aku takboleh nak lupa kan is ALOHA,
Ktorang mmg rapat each other walaupun ramai memusuhi kami,
Tapi apa kami kisah :p
kami tetap gembira walau apa pun yang terjadi,
Aku akan rindu korang,
Harap lepas ni dapat lepak ngan korang lagi,
Then teringat pulak pasal my class ; H5P4,
Aku ketua kelas : sumpah aku cite sampai ke cucu cicit nanti.
Haha,bangga,
Walaupun jarang hanging out ngan korang,
Aku pun mcm ahli biskut,
Sekejap ada sekejap takde,
Aku akan ingat korang :)
Harap harap kita akan ada reunion lah kan?
Canopus.t2.12 : bilik yg paling best,
Slain lokasi yg strategik,
Aku sayang felo ,
Haha : kpd bdk2 blok laen jgn jeles sbb takde papa li :)
Banyak bende yang best kat kms nie,
Dan kitorang pulak batch yg pertama,
Lagi lah byk ingatan yg ktowg tgglkan di KMS,

Segala kenangan mmg best kan?
Btw,aku ingin mengambil kesempatan nak mintak maaf kalau ada pape silap dan salah. Aku manusia jugak :) im sorry.

Ke hadapan si N :)

almost two month ,

and YEAH , thanx a lot :)
saya hargai segala jasa dan pengorbanan awak :)
sebab thru thick and thin we're together .
and now, i'll face my final alone .
but chillax : everything gonna be FINE okay ?

for you : pls smile always okay ?

P/s : sori lah sebab takpandai nak show sgt my feeling *smile*

Not Everything goes perfectly as we want :(

Kita hanya lah manusia .
Kita hanya mampu merancang seluruh perjalanan hidup kita .
Kita hanya mampu berusaha mengekalkan apa yg kita mahukan .
Kita hanya manusia dan kita lemah : itu lah kenyataan nya .

Tuhan lah yg maha menentukan .
Setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya .
Kita akan tahu bila masanya tiba : masa tu di hati kita terdetik "Mungkin inilah yg baik di sebalik kejadian yang sedih" .

Maka kekal tabah kerana setiap kejadian pasti ada hikmahnya .
kalau ini bukan takdir kita bersama , tidak mengapa lah .
pasti ada kebaikan di sebalik kesedihan :)
HARI ITU pasti berlaku .
maka tabah lah wahai sahabat .
tersenyum lah walaupun SESUATU itu teramat lah sedih .

P/s : SHINE and RISE ; that's we should be .